Guess I should start updating...

Got a job at Bank of America - Customer Service Representative at the office in Brea. Good commuting distance I think. I went and got my finger printing done today. Security people are very funny. They almost got me to sing 'Amazing Grace'. Maybe I could surprised them with some Starbucks now and then.

Now looking for a part-time job to keep me busy in the mornings - at least until school starts. I'll be working at the bank from 1:30pm to 9:30pm, with Sundays and Tuesdays off. Not bad. I'm very happy!

Went to the beach this past Saturday. Band had their unofficial Beach trip and since my dad got that Saturday off - we took advantage of it. I even drove myself to the beach, along with my sister and her best friend, Rose. T'was very fun. I finally got the chance to tan my legs - they were very white! The whole family got the chance to relax. It was fantastic!

A friend of mine found me on Facebook - it had been almost a year without contact. You can imagine how ecstatic I was! And by him finding me, another one found me! I agree with her - we should have some sort of reunion.

TUNE IN TO NEXT UPDATE FOR...
- Bear Facts Orientation
- About the new layout which equals to my new obsession
- My first gig
- Reoccurring dreams
- So You Think You Could Dance?

Later! <3

Yup, I realized that I have not updated in such a LONG TIME! There is so much to say, so much to do! Hmm... where to start?

I LOVE ME LIFE! haha ^.^

This was actually the same day of the Spring Concert...

I was to take the Spanish Literature AP test. I was a bit nervous because it has been said that the level of difficulty differs each year, usually easy one year than hard the next, the same pattern over and over again. This year was suppose to be hard for us. And I was a bit worried.

I missed zero period because Recinos wanted to review with us. In total, only 3 people were going to take the test: Marth, Veronica and me. And that was it.

I was a bit disappointed however everything went quicker and smoothly. We finished about half an hour early. And the thing was - IT WAS QUITE EASY!

I felt elated! I understood what I read and what was being asked! And the essay questions?! Perfection! Two of them we had already practiced with. I really do think I got atleast a 4. I was so happy! We told Recinos and he was happy for us too.

I love Spanish Lit.!

After the concert, my friends and I decided to go out and eat In-n-Out. Being that it was a Friday night, the place was packed. We found some other band members and of course we said hello. We ordered and went out to the tables outside. It was stuffy inside. We meet up with more band members - I made fun of them like I usually do.

We ate and laughed about what we had been doing the past couple of months - we had to fill in Tori. Took pictures - and I regret not taking a picture of this one guy. HIS HAIR WAS BIG! It was like he was trying to look like one of the Dragonball characters. My friends and I could not stop staring! I kept wondering about the number of bottles of gel he must go through a week! At least it was shiny!

That night ended well. I laughed and cried all in one day. And not to mention I finished the day with food! You can't ask for more!

Friday night was our Spring Concert: the past time we played for the year. And it was the last time for me.

I wanted to relax but my sister, being the ray of sunshine like she always is, threaten that. I didn't want to start anything, I wanted to prepare myself emotionally because this was the last time I was going to play with the band. After having to ask her to leave my room SWEETLY I was left alone in my room. I did deep thinking - and that cause my head to hurt, so I decided to stop. Got to school and got my horn.

All around me I saw people. This people became my family. Some were my daughters. As I looked around, I suddenly realized that I had grown up. But when? And I realized that I was going to be part of the Rose Ceremony.

The Rose Ceremony is for the Seniors to give a rose to a loved one while Chang reads of things you have done the past 4 years. Practically you are bragging. I saw it being done now it was going to happen to me.

As we waited for people to settle down, Lizzi, Celestine and I took advantage and decide to take random pictures. And in my mind I knew this was the last time we would be this carefree at a band event. Celestine is going to Minnosota while Lizzie still has a year left. And I would be busting my butt off at UCR. It was nice just having to worry about nothing.

We played well. I was satisfied. Then came the Rose Ceremony.

As I was getting in line, everything was very surreal. Many of us couldn't believe that we were here. Now. Since my name starts with an S I was towards the back of the line. I waited and listened to the brags of my friends. La Lorraina - I'm totally going to go eat there. Kibbler Cookie Tree? - Kat better hook me up. Going steady instead of marriage? - yea right Alex.

When it as my turn, Lizzie started to cry. I laughed. She handed me the rose and gave me a bear hug. Man, I'm gonna miss her. I went straight to my parents - whom I told earlier that they better sit close to the floor. I got them to stand up, hand out one of their hands and I rested the rose right dab in the middle. I was grateful for the both of them. My mom started to well up and my dad looked at me with so much pride - I never thought they would.

I walked back to my seat and Mr. Chang was still going at it. I wanted my brag sheet to be long. And that it was. Then he came to 'What will I be doing in 10 years?' answer. I will never forget the people's response. This is what I put:
'After earning my Phd from Rochester Univeristy in New York, I would be back to California to conquer LA in 5 years as its mayor, than governor in 5 years, then President of the United States in 2031 and 2035.'
Everyone laughed and cheered.

Nothing could have taken the smile off my face!

Yes, Part I...

I was suppose to take the Statistics one but I knew I was not going to get a good score - could be that I kept doubting myself. But then again, I never really understood it. For me, I like hard facts in math. For every problem there must be an equation. It's a simple as that. But for Stats, I had to think of probable ways to solve hypotheses. Just me admitting it makes me feel very dumb. I just can't help it! So I just decided to not take it and get some of my money back. Either, I still have to take it in college.

That was Tuesday, Wednesday I had to do my film presentation for English. I did mine on Casablanca, the best film EVER! It went well, though there was so much to tell and so little time. Though 20 mintues does seem to be the opposite of that. There was still so much to share like my analysis on the characters and the more in-depth analysis on the symbolism. Grr...Either way, it went well.

Thursday was the English Lit. test. I believe I did well. It was not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I sat next to Kat and we laughed at people - you know, normal things. LOL Though on the essay section, I did get behind 10 mintues. I had to rush the second essay. But it's okay. I think I might have gotten a 4.

I was happy...but that was still not the end of the week...

I had a fun. It was a nice place - The Union Station in Los Angeles. Though I thought it would have been shut down for us, but I guess not. People kept staring and I kept looking for a cute guy. Hey, I'm single!

The place was rather...small. Atleast the dance floor was. We had serve ourselves - not that I mind, but since its prom I thought... Anyways, we had plastic knives and forks - yah! Food was good, though I do not remember exactly what I ate, but I do know it was good.

Music kinda sucked...too many songs that were slowed down. But when a good song came up, I got freaky! haha - I found myself outside numerous times with my friends so I could cool down. That was fun too because the ushers would check us out and this one specific one would text message his other buddy at the other door about me. I think it was due to the fact that I was making a fool of myself. Usual thing.

I saw pretty people all over the place...well except...

THIS FATASS GIRL IN WHAT LOOKED TO BE A JLO-GREEN-SKIMPY DRESS! It was just horrible! It's sad that I have to be so bitchy but if you had seen this dress on her, you would have thrown up - that might sound exaggerated but it's not. Point of advice: If you want to show some skin and wear a tight-ass dress, YOU MUST HAVE THE BODY FIRST!

Aside from that, it went pretty cool. Though I did get a bit depressed during the slow songs and at the end. Though I did choose to go stag, I guess I always thought I would have gone with someone, maybe a boyfriend, and be able to wrap my arms around someone durng those songs. I only danced one slow song in my entire life - sad, I know. Especially at the end of the night, I really did long for someone beside me. It just made me realize how lonely I was. And I didn't like it.

Afterwards, we decided to go bowling but after waiting for more friends to come for 30 mintues, we realized we only had that much to play and we decided to leave. We went to Carl's Jr. and pigged out and talked.

I got home at around 2:30am. I was alone. I was hungry. I was tired. And I was to go to church in 5 hours. I went to sleep. I dreamed of 'The Guy' and I slowed danced with him.

I was happy.

Since Gideon cannot stop asking for updates of his friends, I decide I should silence him.

Not to mention, it has been quite some time since I have updated and many things have happened since then.

I feel shamed! I feel sad! I feel...hungry!

On with the updates! - happy Gid? :D

I GOTS A PUPPY!!! AND SHE IS SOOOOO CUTE! AND I LOVE HER SO VERY MUCH! Not to mention it came as a great shock to my parents...they had no idea we were getting one. lol You should have seen the look on their faces! It was classic!

AND I AM SET FOR PROM! I GOT THE SHOES AND THE ACCESSORIES! And I will repeat: I AM GOING TO BE A HOTT SEXY LATINA!

lol

This day has just been great!

:D

Amazingly I got my dress this past Wednesday without me being stressed out! I was so happy! And it is SO me too! I am going to be a hott sexy latina this Saturday!

XD

Now...for the shoes. Grrr...

I have about 10 minutes left in Speech class, so I decided to update, really update.

Hawaii people left yesterday - I would have loved to go but things happen. But it's not like I'm gonna miss much - I got people taking pictures of hot guys! lol I even sent a teddy bear with Kat! Plus, I have some people getting me gifts too. So far I am expecting a skirt, a coconut bra, and maybe some jewelry. I just need some sandals and I will have an outfit. I am really loved! haha jk

Over the spring break I really got to thinking, which is really rare! lol I can honestly HONESTLY say that I am over him. I know I have said it before and it was partly true. I had gotten over the illusion of the possibility of there being something. Now, I just realized that he does not deserve my tears - yes, I have cried a couple of times. Not to mention I am tired of being like that. There plenty more fish in the sea and many who are more delicious than he. haha

Well, time has run out!

Oh and wish me luck on my FINAL interview at Pacific Palms! I really do hope I get the job!

<3

You Are 25% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well. But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

* Sorry for that outburst yesterday...just had to get it out of my system.

Gomen

I am calm...

I am calm...

I am calm...

Really I am.

Grr..it took me TOO long to get this going - but the important thing is that it's finally up!

::whew::



So visit and get some stuff!

Week has been very hectic. Family Feast went well...got a bit stressed out - but that's normal! XD

Visited UCR yesterday. Me mom and me dad loved it - even though there was construction going on. lol I liked it too so I submitted my SIR. I'm going to UCR peoples! Me mom wants me to come up to the Heights every weekend. We'll see! lol I'm just excited for college life. I can't wait! XD

I feel good!

( Mayor Walks a Fine Line on Border Issue )

( Flag's Meaning Is in the Eye of the Beholder )

The walkouts are now getting really ridiculous. What our parents had established on Saturday is gradually being tarnished my what has been happening this week. As a latino, one would think that I should be in total agreement, yet I'm not. These walkouts just add fuel to what society already thinks of us - rebels without a cause. Though it seems evident that there is a cause, the lack of respect that the students, we, are showing to adults, especially to Mayor Villaraigosa, just - for lack of a better word - screws us up. It's great that we are getting involved, being that we are the future of America, but it must be done logically and responsibly.

Education is the key to our futures. That is what lead the Chicano Movement back in the late 80s. To a sense it was reasonable to walkout, because it dealt with the unfairness of the school system. Now we must show that we have a place in America and that we are not despreciando what has been done to set things right. Stay in school. No more walkouts. It makes us look bad in the faces of the others - those whom we seek acceptance.

Saturday we showed America that we are no longer the 'sleeping giant'. We are not going to go back on what we have accomplished - and that's a voice. A voice that has long been silenced. We will continue on our mission of acceptance - and the only way we can achieve that is by doing things right. Now, we can speak.